I met with the people from my last post. They came by the house tonight and met Sammy. I have to say Sammy really took to the guy, Matt. Sammy doesn't take to men that quickly but he really liked Matt. They decided to take Sammy home for a trial. I feel horrible. I'm hoping that it works out for Sammy but I feel absolutely horrible that I may not be what Sam needs. I'm worried that I may have made the wrong decision. I'm worried for Sammy, he's not going to understand what's going on. I just basically feel like crap. I feel like a horrible person.
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I wish I had some magic answer to make those aweful feelings go away, but I don't. I felt the same way about Rogue, and no matter how many times I reason it out in my mind, I still feel like a failure and somewhat of a traitor to her.
Maybe just knowing that someone out here understands and cares is worth something.
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